MizBehavin2

Sooo... I just turned 30!! (Well actually I have until 5 o clock this afternoon.. so currently I am still 29! Woo Hoo!
Tis probably the exact reason why I havent gone to bed yet.. Im desperately clinging onto my 20s before theyre over for good! :S Lol.)

To be honest Im quite happy to be turning 30.. adulthood here I come!!! (Yes I know Im leaving it late.. but its a bit hard to act your age when your still getting asked for ID ..and all the elders in your family have yet to pull out their slippers n gowns, are still partying hard and dont look like they intend to grow up themselves anytime soon!) ...but surely once you turn the big 3.0 your a bonafide adult whether you like it or not??  Surely? ...Ive been waiting a while for this.

..Tomorrow I shall wake up and no longer feel like an 18yr old trapped in a 14yr olds body (or so thought the cashier who wouldnt sell me deodarent without ID!?)

..Tomorrow I shall think adult thoughts, refrain from immaturity and put a stop to any unneccesary childish giggling.. (especially that regarding unintentional sexual innuendo on the TV or in real life. I havent got much further than the days of laughing any time someone said "It" in Primary School! :S )

..Tommorrow I shall reorganise my life and fill it with things like jogging, soap operas, salads, seeds and drinking vinegary drinks in the evening..

..Tomorrow I shall enclose myself in the headspace of a 30 year on WOMAN.. and grow the #@*% up!

Hhhmmm... Yeeeeah... Right..

...Maybe another 10 years from now??

P.S. Happy Bday to me... and Gnite x

Finally!!! submitted my backlog of images! (really need to keep on top of this ish so I dont have to endure such tediousness!!) ...Now to go through and reorganise, rename and where necessary add descriptions to the majority (Oh Joy! :S ) ...think i'll re-fuel first (then knowing me; not return for a coupla days! lol)

Anyways as previously stated please feel free to use as stock

Sooo Ive just transferred x amount of Jubilee images from my other lappy.. (Mainly the guards march) as well as uploading some scene and architectural images I took at Brighton on a friends camera.. I may get round to altering or manipulating some myself but in the meantime should be some useful stock in there for others, so feel free to make use peeps

Im open to most of what you find in my gallery being used as stock.. except my own drawings and designs of course (Unless you come up with some great and amazing creative addition that will turn them from bland into completed masterpieces! ..If so send me a message and I shall consider)

Will try and add the pics later today but am so not looking forward to the process! :S  ..so please be patient (If your even eager) and if not today then they will definitely be on by tomorrow..

Gotta run.. Literally x

Wow.. So I added more Stock images.. (at the request of somebody who's name/handle I dont recall.. Edit: Sorry Will-OH!) after having originally removed loads of my original stock due to feeling a little weird about having sooo many images of my face in a space that is supposed to depict my "Art" (..Vanity is definitely not a positive virtue! ...AND my face is not a creation of my own, aside from when is plastered in feature altering make up that is.)

BUT.. and yes it is a big but.. yes.. I must admit Im a stickler for wanting to see what masterpieces other people may be able to create with images of me (is that a bad thing?) ...Id attempt it myself if I had the know how, time, resources, skill or equipment even ...but I dont

AND.. and If I had a decent camera (besides the 8mp attached to my phone) or some people or things to take photos of; Id probably spend more time playing around with them instead of playing with myself as usual!! Lmao. Though if im honest If I were able to emerse myself in some digital drawings right about now I probably wouldnt even be wasting my time with photo play ..my trial and error methods are a tad frustrating and this inadequate slate is pretty lagging and extremely laggy! (dare I insert another sad smiley)

Anyways enough equipment complaints (for now)

...some time between uploading countless images of myself I also uploaded a load of pics I took whilst visiting the Natural History Museum (BEAUtiful building..) and am sure the stock images will come in useful for some somebodies, but by Jove It took a bloody long time! - Title, Category, description, Comment, maturity filter etc etc...really? is that all absolutely necessary for images that are only going to be used as stock!? Ive run out of interesting titles or worthwhile descriptions.. and the fact that I have no choice but to insert and click for every photo is tedious. The amount of times I was confronted by a red/pink message after forgetting to press and fill something or another! Why isnt there an option for uploading multiple images (or am I missing something?) ..any how there exist an option I didnt know about!

Hmmm....!?

Well thats enough of that waffle, incase you may be wondering (which you probably arent if youve even managed to get this far) ..the latter semi rant is the sole reason why I started this entry with Wow.

Rants over.. and out.

Wow.. so its been two years since ive been here! ..and so much has changed! ...online and in real life..

Like my relationship My TX2500 is currently dead :S ..partially from neglect and probably due to the new screen i "successfully" installed myself!

Not sure where my digital arts going to go without it (not that ive even attempted to draw anything in the past two years!) as im sure the new exopc (that im currently having difficulty typing with!) isnt going to get me very far with its non digitizer screen and crap capacitive stylus that can barely write legible words let alone create masterpieces.. ...should have saved up for the Asus me thinks!

Anyway.. time to clear out the closets, update my life, get rid of some baggage. (AND some of these numerous stock pics of myself me thinks!) ..time to reacquaint myself with myself, my online identities, and possibly begin getting back in contact with myself... and others.. maybe!? (not really a fan of the human race at the moment, might change my name to Ms Ann Thrope.. seems fitting.)

Think i'll have a lil browse to get my self in the mood to p..p..pick up a pencil..

...and after that..?? Hhmmm.. next stop: the dreaded facebook?! (or not)